I wish that we could meet again,
Amidst the autumns weary end
With sky beneath our feet, forever crying.
And in reflections birds and clouds, flying

Autumn, how long I’ve been without you.

Autumn, ships burn into the sky.
Autumn, take me, ever so high.
Where, worry has gone awry.
Autumn, I ask you why?

Autumn, it is darkness and despair.
Clawing at my soul, ever bare
Autumn, life is too unjust and so unfair,
Autumn, will I ask you, will I dare?

Autumn, we must end this weary, bleak affair.
And longer I know, why I simply care.
Autumn, on my life, I here to you swear,
Autumn you have caught me, unaware.

Hmm..Why?

I've been wondering this thing for a certain long time.. Why is that I being a normal boy, is so hard to be reached out to people? Or people are hard to reach me? I don't get it. It's like girls find it hard to talk to me or something. My friends can talk to the opposite gender with ease. But me? No. It's like I can talk to girls but just that I have no idea of what to talk about..and no girl wants to talk to me. O.o" . I think I am really screwed or something. What is wrong with me? Am I so hard to talk to? Or is it my problem that I don't start first? Can someone tell me what's my problem? Or just because I don't maintain relationships and people say that I'm a playboy or something?( Seriously, I'm not emo and don't think I am ) Can a soul tell me? I want to know the answer..